السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته
its been a long time since i last posted, yesterday i was going through my blog and i was remembering old days, and i told my husband my faith back then was much better than now days, i used to really use my time wisley i used to have everything organized, read books, listened to lectures, do useful da3wah here and there, even when traveling.
but when i got married and had kids i gradually got busy, even when i get a free time i just use it Unwisley like i just waste my time surfing through several apps and instgram, twitter, facebook.
i sometimes think of making a rule to myself for how many hours i should use these phones so that i can use my time in reading or doing something better.
i tried during the past years to get back in track but still havnt reached the faith level that i used to have its Denya :( im just so busy in it. its not that i became a bad person , no alHamdullilah im still on track but i cant get the that lovely taste and feelings i used to get while praying, that lovely feeling i used to get while making du3a2, my iman Level HAS to increase and in sha Allah it will be back on track.
backthen when my eman used to decrease i used to get it reacharged Very easily and find myself back on track again,
know its been more than 2 years (and thats way alot) and i still cant get it back on track i just increase it by now and then but not that high increasment the one i want the one i used to be at.
we should always always keep our toungues busy with Allahs sayings, istighfar, athkar, and quran.
اللهم أعنا على ذكرك و شكرك و حسن عبادتك
اللهم ارزقنا حسن الخاتمه
اللهم صلي و سلم وبارك على حبيبنا محمد وعلى آله وصحبه أجمعين